This is a really big issue for me nowadays. What i gonna do after graduation? Like what I really wanna do.
One side of me wants to stay here and try to find a job, or at least an internship here. But my other parts wants to go back home directly and try to find it in Indonesia.
One thing to be exact, i never have any intention to live here, in Seoul, South Korea for a long time. Even if i decided to searching for job and internship here, or even if i really get a job here, i will go back to Indonesia after 1 or 2 years. So i am gonna be back home no matter what. Just about the time.
But something really hit me. I find some difficulties after 2 years living in this beautiful country. I am a moslem, and i am trying hard to fulfill my responsibility as moslem. I eat no pork (as far as i know and i understand), drinks no alcohol, praying and everything. I really try my best, but living in the country as a minority make it really hard for me to really do what my religion told me to. This is the first point.
Second. I have a responsibility as the oldest daughter in my family to started to take care of my parents. They are getting old. And how can i take care of them if i am 7 hours away by airplane? I also need to give more opportunity to my lil brother. This is the time when my parents need to give their attention to my brother more. I never studying Confucianism nor believing it but i know for sure that i need to take care of my parents.
Third. I also think that i need to catch up with my whole big family and my closest friends. Let me tell you, its really sucks to miss the happy moments of your family and friends. While i live in Korea, some of closest friends getting marriage, giving birth, engaged, my nephew growing up really fast that he can walk and talk now, and i know nothing about this.
I am such a very very family oriented person. I can give up everything for my family. This is the main reason why i consider to go back home directly after graduation.
I hope everything will be okay. I hope. And i will see you guys in Indonesia during this summer vacation and i'll be move to Indonesia this September.
I can't wait to be back!
Kangen!
Third. I also think that i need to catch up with my whole big family and my closest friends. Let me tell you, its really sucks to miss the happy moments of your family and friends. While i live in Korea, some of closest friends getting marriage, giving birth, engaged, my nephew growing up really fast that he can walk and talk now, and i know nothing about this.
I am such a very very family oriented person. I can give up everything for my family. This is the main reason why i consider to go back home directly after graduation.
I hope everything will be okay. I hope. And i will see you guys in Indonesia during this summer vacation and i'll be move to Indonesia this September.
I can't wait to be back!
Kangen!
