31 January 2013

She


This young little girl has a very weak heart. She cannot stay angry and mad with one person for a long time. She will immediately forget that she was mad and angry even before she realized that she was angry. She also will easily forget what she angry about.

She has a very weak heart. She cannot have a grudge to another person. She will feel bad about that. She believed that karma will take its part when the time is right. She knows that her God will always be with her and help her trough all of that bad situation and person, so she will never have a grudge to someone.

Its maybe good for someone else to have her as their friends, she always cheer and happy (at the outside). She never ever want to let everyone knows when she was sad or angry. She don’t want anybody to pity her or look down to her, she just keep it by herself.

Once, her very best friend told her that she still can’t read her mind even they both know the facts that they be friends for more than ten years already. Her best friends still not sure, are when she smile outside she really smile and happy from the inside or she was crying, sad, and angry at the inside? Or, are when she was crying at the outside she really feel sad from the inside or she just feeling happy and glad at the inside? Her friend is really confused and still don’t know how to read her mind.

So, she can’t open her mind and heart that easy to another person? Or she just can’t trust another person? No, she once trusts a person, but that person just throws it away. Now, she is not ready for trust another person yet, maybe.

Wow, she is crying, she is feel bad about something, isn't she? No, she just was feeling mad, really really mad that she can’t handle it, she also feeling betrayed and maybe disappointed with something. This silly girl doesn't know how to express her feeling and frustration to another person in the good manner. So, she keeps it by herself and explodes.

You know what, I really hate this girl. She just not matured yet. Even she’s old enough to be mature.

I REALLY REALLY REALLY HATE THIS STUPID SILLY GIRL..


(forget the grammar, i'm so mad to even thing about that)

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